New Life...

I've been working as hard as I could for nearly 7 months to be better because Dean makes me want to be better. But now he tells me...he's gay. I am...completely unaware of how to feel. I was fully prepared to marry him...but now...I'm almost scared. Where does my future go now? What happens to me? I'm so scared...

I still love Dean with all my heart and he is my best friend. But what do I do?

Right now I am praying for guidance from God to help me make the right decisions...to help me say the right things.

I want things to be ok...